This post, written by Andrea Dipp, was originally published as a report entitled “I'm Going to Pump Up So I Can Charge More During the Cup” [pt] and is part of investigative journalism agency Pública's special #CopaPública [pt] coverage of the 2014 World Cup. It is the last in a series of three articles published on Global Voices Online.
[Translator's note: ‘Travesti’ is often translated as ‘transvestite’, but the sociological implications of the term in Portuguese are far more specific than someone who simply cross-dresses. According to Wikipedia: “Travestis’ feminine identity includes feminine dress, language, and social and sexual roles. However, in contrast to transsexual women, they do not suffer from gender dysphoria nor see themselves as women. Many describe themselves as gay or homosexual men. Travestis modify their bodies with industrial silicone injections, breast implants, or birth control pills, but do not desire sex reassignment surgery”]
Marcela, a 22-year-old travesti prostitute who works at a porn theater in the center of São Paulo, reveals that she discovered her homosexuality at age 13 and briefly hid this fact from her mother and four sisters:
Eu sentia muito medo de como elas e a sociedade iriam reagir. Mas não tinha outro jeito, era quem eu era. Então contei e elas até que aceitaram bem.
Being a travesti, however, was more difficult:
Minha mãe ameaçou me botar para fora de casa, dizia que eu nunca iria arrumar emprego, não aceitou.
Her life as a prostitute began at 17, she says, but she would have preferred to continue working. She was awarded a scholarship through the Vira Vida program and spent a year and a half studying in the morning and going to classes in the afternoon. She recalls:
Eu sempre gostei de fazer cursos, estudar, queria trabalhar com carteira assinada, nunca quis fazer programa.
She managed to find a job in a lingerie business, but, she adds, she was fired after four months for falling ill:
“…e o patrão não aceitou os atestados médicos”.
From then on, she had to work for half of the money her co-workers received at another business, but eventually she could no longer support herself on the meager salary she earned and couldn't find any other work either:
Todas as portas se fecharam para mim. Não tive outra opção a não ser ir para a rua. Se eu pudesse, escolheria outra vida. Como não posso, me concentro e trabalho muito para poder juntar algum dinheiro para um dia abrir um negócio. Vou ficar velha e ninguém mais vai me querer.
Dolled up and well-dressed, Marcela pays 30 Brazilian reais (13 US dollars) a day to her madam, owner of the house in which she lives, and another 30 is put towards the cinema where she works and where the madam is a partner. She wishes, however, to leave the house and rent a place with three of her co-workers from Fortaleza so that they might receive clients during the World Cup:
Eu tenho anúncios em sites e também quero ir para a rua na época da Copa. São Paulo estará cheia de gringos e mesmo brasileiros de outros estados, quero aproveitar.
To charge a higher rate, Marcela reveals that she has had unprotected sex, and adds:
Tem gente que paga o dobro e até o triplo do valor para transar sem camisinha, aí eu acabo fazendo. Estou com medo de fazer o exame [de HIV], mas sei que a saúde vem em primeiro lugar.
After the World Cup, Marcela intends to go to Europe and earn a living in euros rather than reais:
Já falei com uma pessoa que leva travestis para lá. Ela cobra 10 mil reais para passar a gente.
Asked if she is afraid, she answers:
Que nada, é a mesma coisa daqui, só que ganhando em euro.
She only returns to Fortaleza for holidays, just like she did a few months ago, for example:
Nossa, me senti uma celebridade lá, me senti como a presidente Dilma! Todo mundo vinha falar comigo, ver como eu mudei, até as pessoas que falavam mal de mim viram que eu conquistei.
With the money she earns at the World Cup along with her earnings in Europe, Marcela hopes to return to Ceará and open her business – that much is certain. A beauty salon, or maybe a clothes store, because she loves fashion. Glancing at her watch, she bids me farewell. She has to get back to work.